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World Book Day: Graduate publishes debut poetry collection exploring loss, renewal, and resilience in the Middle East

Shahad Alfaili (MA Applied Linguistics and TESOL, 2019) has recently published her debut poetry collection, Swimming: Poems for Hope After Grief, a powerful exploration of loss and renewal.

6 March 2025

Shahad Alfaili (MA Applied Linguistics and TESOL, 2019) has recently published her debut poetry collection, Swimming: Poems for Hope After Grief, a powerful exploration of loss and renewal.

Published in Kuwait in February 2025, Swimming: Poems for Hope After Grief is a collection of poems about life as a woman in the Middle East, facing loss and the grief that accompanies it.  

We speak with Shahad to learn more about her journey after Newcastle University and her creative achievements today. 

Hello Shahad, can you introduce yourself and tell us a bit about your time at Newcastle University and your journey afterward? 

 

My name is Shahad Alfaili, I come from Kuwait and I am currently an English language instructor at Kuwait University, a leading institution celebrated for its innovation and global reputation. I first arrived in Newcastle Upon Tyne in 2018 and was immediately captivated by both the city and the University. I earned my MA in Applied Linguistics and TESOL in 2019, an experience that was truly transformative. The academic environment there not only refined my writing voice but also allowed me to form lasting friendships and professional connections that continue to inspire me. 

After graduating, I returned to Kuwait to pursue my lifelong dream of teaching at Kuwait University. 

 

Thank you for sharing your story and congratulations on writing your first book! What inspired you and how did your creative endeavour begin? 

My debut collection, Swimming: Poems for Hope After Grief, emerged from my personal battle with loss. Upon returning to Kuwait, my journey took an unexpected turn when my father and greatest supporter was diagnosed with advanced lung cancer. I put all my plans on hold to be by his side. His passing became a catalyst for me and in his memory, I found the strength to press on and secure the job I always dreamed of and start writing my first book.  

At first, writing was just for me, a private outlet to release everything I was feeling. But a friend of mine encouraged me to share my words with the world. The idea of publishing felt terrifying because these poems were my rawest emotions laid bare. Still, I took a leap of faith and reached out to a publisher in Kuwait, and they believed in my work. That’s how Swimming came to life—a book I never planned to write, but one that I now realise I needed to. 

What made you want to be a writer? 

I think I’ve always been a writer. My childhood was filled with stories from A Thousand and One Nights in my father’s library, and later the mysteries of Agatha Christie from my mother’s collection. Writing has always helped me understand and articulate emotions and experiences. But it was grief that truly made me embrace it, it compelled me to put my feelings into words, and I realised that my writing might help others too. 

What do you hope to achieve with your book? 

More than anything, I hope Swimming resonates with those who have experienced loss and are trying to navigate grief and find hope. Grief can be isolating, and I know firsthand how overwhelming it can be. If even one person reads my book and feels a little less alone, I will have achieved my goal. 

Beyond grief, the collection explores themes often considered taboo in Middle Eastern culture, such as love, family issues, and the importance of knowing your own worth rather than settling for societal expectations, especially as a woman. In many ways, this book is about reclaiming oneself after loss and choosing not to succumb to the pressures of others. I refused to let grief break me or force me into a life that wasn’t truly mine, and I hope this message resonates with others as well. 

Shahad graduation
Shahad Kuwait

What was the most challenging and the most rewarding part of writing it? 

The most challenging part was allowing myself to be vulnerable, confronting deep pain, and translating those raw emotions into words before sharing them with the world. Equally, the most rewarding aspect has been hearing from readers who connected with my writing, finding comfort or a fresh perspective on their own experiences. That has been an incredible feeling. 

What advice would you give to aspiring writers? 

Write for yourself first. Do not worry about perfection or publication—just write and explore your thoughts and emotions freely. Do not fear vulnerability because some of the most powerful writing comes from the most personal places. And always surround yourself with people who believe in you. Writing can be a lonely process, but having even one person who encourages you to keep going makes all the difference. 

Finally, what’s next for you? 

I plan to return to Newcastle University to pursue my PhD in Applied Linguistics, a full-circle moment in my academic journey. In terms of writing, I do not believe Swimming will be my last book. I have many ideas for future projects—perhaps a second poetry collection or something entirely different. For now, I am simply letting the words come as they will and seeing where they take me. 

Swimming: Poems for Hope After Grief will soon be available worldwide on Amazon. Follow Shahad on Instagram at: @Writing_with_Sasha for more updates on her writing journey.